Wednesday, May 12
since today i have no class,
stay at home and rot,.
but going out with my friend,
meeting around 1p.m + and walk towards west mall..
well, today weather really terrible,.
kept sweating plus i wore black shirt
really cant tahan about it..

to one of my friend.
11 May yesterday, i don't what had happened to you
but you told me that you can't smile,.
i bet something made you upset,.
sorry as i can't comfort and stay beside you.
cheer up ok, if you wanna share with me then i will listen to you,.
be happy--

-to lonely person-
i hope you can find someone who understand you and your happiness too
although at your surrounding, there is someone who care about you
but you didn't notice it since that person always stand further..
he just concern about you, when he saw you alone,.
when you are sad or cry, he will try to cheer you up,.
so you are kind of affect his mood,.
he wont back down,
and he will continue try to talk to you by chance, although he can't always stay beside you
nor protect you.
but your smile will always give him a bright chance to prove to you
he also want to know how you felt about it
so try to use your feeling and grab it.
he won't run away, since he might know that you need him.
so why not try to feel about it, not by looking..
hope you can understand him.