These few days, i had thought a lot of things.
No matter what i did to her, nothing will change.
our conversation become short
the time we spent become lesser
and both of us seem busy during holiday

I was once sensitive and fragile
with an answer of NO
everything my hope and chance were vanished
consider myself unlucky
sometime i was very selfish
never consider her feeling and spout something nonsense out,
leading both of us felt upset.
Feeling of jealousy was killing me
perhaps she didn't have this kind of feeling.
and i knew that she won't, cause i long ago know her feeling already.
time flows really fast, i had this kind of feeling for 3 months
still nothing change
maybe, this nothing change mean good thing to me
there a big obstacle about this matter,
she already belong to the other.

These few days,
our distance become further and further
i think this kind of feeling will vanish really soon.
no matter how strong and stubborn my heart,
one day it's still will collapse.
When protection become belief,
tears will even turn sweet.