Fear, an emotion aroused by impending danger, upset,..
Pain, physical suffering due to injury or illness,.
both emotion cause a man to lose their heart's beating and soul.

The biggest weapon that causes a man to fell is feeling.
not by hurting to your body, just a few words can totally shattered your feeling.
It's will take a period of time to heal your wound.
but this feeling won't be vanished so easily.
all your mind will keep thinking why, why and why.
The more you think, the deeper its hurts, and the shallow the wound,
and it will remain forever.

until the day you revived,
bringing up your courage,
and be brave to face it.
No matter how hard the wall,
one day it still will collapse.

but I'm still unable to forgive myself,
you can't forget something so easily which make your heart beating.
hiding, maybe a perfect plan from now,
but i will keep watching you,
watching over you in secret
waiting,
and protecting.
day by day,
This feeling will either grow or vanish from my heart.
Until the day, i understand this meaning,
you will be the first to know my true feeling.