today, i really felt alone.
after class ended at 5 pm, as usual i wait for them.
my next door class friend, tchouk-ball friend..
then i wait outside for them around 30 minutes,.
because i never ask them or even said hi to them,
just being alone, stand outside, kept daydreaming.. :)
nvm, i really being alone long time ago alr..
so somehow get used to it..
after they finished, we walked to the canteen 2..
and some more i ask them wanna eat or not..
none of them reply me, only hansen..
but he said he full alr..
i dont know why..
they went to buy drink never ask me..
buy food also never asked me..
i really dont know why..
around 45 minutes like that, none of them talk to me..
like can't even communicate with them,.
sitting alone and keep having day dreaming..

after all, after that incident, i realized something
maybe they even not care for me at all..
to them i like stranger.. :(