the day when i saw u..
i think i really fall in love with u..

as i knew that the first thing that attract me was her beautiful eyes..
it was round and twinkling, like the star..

she had a long smooth hair..
and she had a kind-hearted to every body..
every time, when i saw her.. she always smile to her surrounding friends..

so i think that, this kind of attitude was totally attracted me..
but the way.. i could not stand for my self to talk to her..
i afraid that she would laugh at me..
as i did not know what we want to talk..

so i hope that she would talk to me first..

at least, she started to talk to me..
i found out tha she was really a care to anybody..
when i talked to her, her voice was too soft.. it was a melodius voice..
my heart was really touch by her..

at that time, i think that i really fall in love with her..

mean while, i was in secondary 3..
in these year.. it was my happiness day..
my teacher put me to sit beside her..
mean we were sitting together..

i felt very happy..
every day, when my head turned to left..
i could see her very near..
then every day, i always steal a chance to talk to her about her profile..
i think i could get some detail abpout her..
but, when i wanted to talk to her..
i just could not open my mouth..
i did not know why?
perhaps i felt shy..

i knew that my appearance was too ugly..
i was fat and dumn..
i knew where i stand.. so i knew i couldnot fall in love with her..

so..
i maintain until the very last day..
it was our graduation day..

our teachers had planned to go to the beach to celebrate the very last day..
i just sit on the beach..
i was afraid of water.. so i did not swim..

all my friend was swimming, playing and GAMBLING..
but i did not join them..
if i played with them, i afraid they would torment me..
if i Gambled then i would let down my parent..

so i just sit there..

but, something was suprise me..
she. the girl that i mention..
she was sitting beside me..
she asked me to swim too..
then i told her my reason..

she also replied me..
she said that she would imigrate to countyside to continue her study..
then she suddenly hug me..
and said far away to me..

so these was the last day i met her..
i hope that i could see her again..
as she was my first love..

i miss u..