i think i was a bluer person around my friend..

sometimes, i think i had a difficulty to communicate with them..
perhaps, im the one who did not how to communicate with my friend..
and that matter made me felt that im being alone and far far away from them..

im very grateful that some of my friend kept support me from my back..
furthermore, the way how they treat me was totally in such a polite manner..
i felt very joyful..

like today, hansi.. who sit beside me was absented..
today really made me felt alone..
i think all my friend dislike me..
sometime i think that i roared too much.. hehe..
( im not an animal )..

sorry my friend.. im too loneliness..
i knew that sometime i acted too vulgur to u..
sometime im oso did not use my brain to think and spilted out any harrass word.. hehe..